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hardball kisses and candy kicks
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| im only one call away |
[Feb. 25th, 2004|02:42 pm] |
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| | mix | ] | so, im probally only going to update when i have these things now, becuase i just dont update unless i see these, but thats ok. Have fun
1)Using band names, spell out your name:
J- Jurassic Five I- Incubus L- Ludacris L- Le Tigre I- Iggy Pop A- Ataris N- Nirvana
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? No 3)What song makes you cry? well none..but theres this one from requium for a dream that makes me want to kill myself 4)What song makes you happy? any Sublime or Bob Marley 5) What do you like to listen to before bed? whatever phase I'm in at the moment...i usually put on a mix, or dashboard
a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5'6 HAIR : brown SKIN COLOR: white EYE COLOR: brown PIERCINGS: ears TATTOOS: nope
r i g h t n o w WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my roxy ones with the rainbow ass WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: dashboard- hands down, actually it just switched to eamon-i dont want you back WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: pretzels and water WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: amazing, its wicked nice out
d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes, on long car rides HAVE A BAD HABIT?: haha, yeaaa GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most of the time, mostly only dad though LIKE TO DRIVE?: only sometimes
f a v o r i t e s TV SHOW: that 70s show, and the oc CONDITIONER: whatevers in the shower BOOK: mm....right now, A Girls Guide TO Hunting and Fishing MAGAZINE: i dont have one NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: water, or strawberry-kiwi juice ALCOHOLIC DRINK: long island ice tea THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep BAND OR GROUP OR SINGER OR RAPPER:i like everything, i dont think i have a favorite
h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: yes RAN AWAY FROM HOME: i kinda did when i was littel, but basically all i did was hid in the tree in the front yard SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: kinda EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yea EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no, but dear god that would be fun USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yea, i hate signing my moms name SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: not yet FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: in first grade :-D LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course
l o v e BOYFRIEND: no GIRLFRIEND: no SEXUALITY: boys are fun CHILDREN: someday maybe, but i dont like thinking about it CURRENT CRUSH: you BEEN IN LOVE?: no HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: mmm....not REALLY BEEN HURT?: ... YOUR GREATEST REGRET: I don't do regrets GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: haha, hahahaha
r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: in the summer, thats good enough for me YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Mix 7 IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: one of those multicolored ones that change when you write with them alot WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: everything WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Siblings..cousins with the last name Gibb...anyone who actaully knows me really WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: I don'tdo the whole buying cds thing...espically since i dont have mooney WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: you
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: i dont really know, probally within the last 2 months though YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: ive been getting college ish- but i dont remember the last time it was from a friend, probally like 3 years ago..... YOU GOT E-MAIL: today probally, i havent checked yet THING YOU PURCHASED: chinese food at the mall, and my glasses TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: WATCHED....i dunno, i just put it on and watch bits and pieces of all shows MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: 50 first dates
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: its your choice TEENAGE SMOKING: cigarettes are gross, i dont care how old you are SPICE GIRLS: teeheehee DREAMS: i love them, and trying to figure out what the mean, beucase im one of those people who actaully think that they mean something, but the random and confusing ones are the most fun |
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| you just stand there, i could say so much but i dont go there because i dont want to |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
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| | thirsty | ] |
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| | matchbox 20 | ] | i swear, everyone everywhere is going to the beach, or talking about the beach, and it just makes me want to go that much more, groundhogs are stupid, not only should it be spring, but it should be effing summer, and not only summer, but july 12th so that i have my license and aaron isnt gone yet
it seems to me, that everyone is leaving, and its just plain sad. Lau is off to college, this is the last summer with everyone, friends are becoming old friends mighty fast, and now that daddy has a job i dont see him half as much, although that one isnt so much a bad thing, its good that he has a job
All in all, i suppose so far nothing has been treeibly horrible, aside from all the recent bullcrap, for somereason it looks like things might be getting better, and i like that feeling |
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| dont be afraid of the guy in shades, oh no! |
[Jan. 16th, 2004|02:27 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | i wear my sunglasses at night! so i can, so i can... | ] | I fund this in one of my old entries and it was never filled out, by me or anyone else, so I'm doing it now so that I dont have to clean my room
1.Does eating cheese made you feel funny inside? if by funny, you mean sick...then only blue cheese 2.If you robbed a convenience store, would you feel really guilty? it depends on how big the robbery was...and if a gun was involved 3.When you eat gum, do you really save the wrapper like the package says to? sometimes i do by accident 4.If you could go on vacation anywhere, where would you definitely not go? somewhere deserted and cold 5.Do you like Eddie Murphy movies? sometimes 6.Does anyone really read the articles in magazines with pictures of hot/naked people? only after looking at the hot people, and/or if the article tells you how to get that person in bed 7.When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie, is it amore or are you just really drunk? that's amore 8.Is it true that 'Your Mother Should Know' 'I Am The Walrus'? i really dont know 9.What is your favorite song that has the word 'the' in the title? great romances of the 21st century? 10.Do you have a horrible secret that you can?t tell anyone? If so, what is it? no I dont, and thats sneaky if i did 11.Have you ever used the word ?buttmonkey? in conversation? ha, probally 12.Do you think that British accents make everything better? ....yeaaa 13.Do big girls cry? yes 14.What is your favorite Spike's Junkyard Dog's hot dog? i havent actualy picked one yet, i keep getting different ones 15.Do you like the taste of dill pickle juice? yea, but i just like pickles 16.What do you want to do when you grow up? i used to think i knew, but im not so sure anymore 17.On a scale of one to ten, how cool is funny facial hair (spiky beards,etc.)? ten being the hottest? like 2 18.Is it true that love is all you need? no, but its a start 19.What person do you admire most? probally my brohter and sister, i know thats two people but i dont care 20.Who do you envy the most? Jess 21.Would it be funny if there were really wookies on earth? hahha, yeaa 22.What is the most generic boy and girl name? mmm, Jamie 23.Have you ever wondered why you can't easily tickle yourself, yet it is easy to tickle most others? yes, yes i have 24.What does the Scroll Lock key do? locks the scroll? 25.What are there more slang terms for, breasts or penises? probally penis, but boobs are catching up 26.If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? mentally- my attitdue, physically- my stomach 27.Do you own a full set of encyclopedias? yes 28.How many really good friends do you have or think you have? Who are they? i dont really know 29.Do you find it easier to talk to boys or girls? girls that know me 30.What is you favorite videogame ever? i suck at videogames 31.Were you upset when Samuel L Jackson died in Deep Blue Sea? i dont think i ever saw deep blue sea 32.Why do some people's names sound better when you include their last name? becuase they're ment to be famous 33.How many quick startup things do you have in the bottom right hand cornerof your screen? five 34.What is your favorite word from any foreign language? mantiquilla cacahuetes 35.Why are beer nuts called beer nuts? becuase they're nuts you have with beer? 36.Who is your best friend in the whole wide world? i dont know 37.Who was a better captain, Captain Kirk or Captain Picard? Captin Morgan 38.Who is your favorite actor and actress? i dont pick favorites 39.Why do girls always seem to like drummers? becuase they're hott 40.Do you own a dorm fridge? yea 41.Who would win in a bar fight, Scooby Doo or Snoopy? Why? Porbally Snoopy, scoobys too stoned and paranoid and you know snopoy can kick some ass, noones that calm all the time 42.Do you think there are any original R and B groups, or are they all Destiny?s Child spin-offs? mmmm....who says Destiny's Child was the first one? 43.What is funnier, a mullet or an Afro? on a white boy- afro, on a black boy- a mullet haha, how fun 44.Do you collect anything? Lauren made up that i collected rocks for our book in 2nd grade, but i dont really collect rocks, i collect cocks 45.Who?s the best front man in rock history? 46.What is the coolest font (other than wing dings and other unintelligiblecharacters)? u dont know what the coolest is but i alwyas use century gothic 47.What is the ugliest color? puke green 48.Are you Jimmy Ray? psh, you know it 49.What song best describes you? i dont like these kind of questions, i never know what to write, espically lately 50.Compliment the person who sent this to you. no |
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[Jan. 13th, 2004|12:01 pm] |
I'm in the library doing research for that history thing I have due friday, and the boy next to me is talking to himself, although he may be talking to be I dont know, but its kind of annoying, in fact hes kinda freaky
ok i should go study for that algebra test i have next, no seriously, make him shut up |
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| im sorry, im leaving |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|04:25 pm] |
am I the only one that just doesn't feel like doing anything anymore? how about the only one that feels alone?
ask me anything... |
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| call me what you will |
[Dec. 31st, 2003|04:09 pm] |
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| | the radio | ] | and I'm back, with out a tan, but thats ok...it was a very sucessful vacation and I enjoyed it entirely
Today just happens to be New Years Eve which is amazing, but it would be more amazing if my mother wouldnt try to ef up the plans I've had since.....oh I don't know a month ago, yea shes awesome like that, so it look like im going to have to go to the Moore's rather than Chris and the Pare's coming here like I had planned, now all I wanna do is get shitfaced, which I wanted to do before but now I want to so that I can drink right in front of my mother to prove that I'm not going to let her ruin my night, although it may be too late for that. I sound like a fucking whore-ish alcoholic, but you cant hold it against me becuase it's New Years, I don't know, I just don't exactly understand why it is that I cant stay at my own house all of a sudden, its not like this is new to them, and its not like they would have any objection at all aboutme going to a party with Jess and/or Ju on any other night or the year, I mean isnt it better if the party is at my own house rather than some shit apartment in Providence? at least Kris loves me....
may we all have a happy, safe, fun, and eventful New Years |
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| just bring me things that I don't need |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|09:08 pm] |
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| | energetic | ] |
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| | jess is yelling on the phone to papou..i cant hear much else | ] | Happy Holidays buuuuuuuuuuuuuuddy!
have fun...do everything I would do |
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[Dec. 16th, 2003|04:58 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | that greyhound commercial is in my head | ] | psh, its totally almost christmas vacation, theres no way you're more excited than I am. WOOOO! Theres just so much to be excited for, yet so much I have to do..
my schedule for the week:
Today (tuesday)-> driver's education (6.15-8) look over Chem to make sure its actually done
Wednesday -> drivers education(6.15-8) last class!(haha!I'm so young) Jess comes home Shopping with Jess JuJu gets home (well...at midnight)
Thursday -> Chemistry presentation Last minute shopping with Jess/ pick up pictures Fake Christmas with the entire family
Friday -> LEAVE FOR VACATION!
PS- does anyone know which animal it is that screams when its killed?....I swear I dont mean for it to be as morbid as it may sound...is it a cow? |
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| wont you take this rain from me... |
[Dec. 12th, 2003|03:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
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| | the songs in my head | ] | this is like....becoming 7th grade all over again..whats going on?! |
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| thats RIGHT its stolen |
[Nov. 30th, 2003|08:02 pm] |
what band/singer/songs etc reminds you of...: 1] good times: that hip hop/r&b/rap shizz 2] bad times: boy sets fire 3] of an ex-lover: ultimate fakebook 4] of an ex-friend: that titanic song 5] of your childhood: I don't remember the names of any of them but they remind me of the ride down to auntie bevs beach house....and "Lets Talk About Sex" and "Angry Johnny" 6] of funny times: that hip hop/r&b/rap shizz....and "I'll be"
random: 1] what band/singer/etc makes you feel like every song was written based on your life?: saves the day
2] what band/singer/etc makes you want to make a band?: alot
3] what band/singer/etc no matter what, even if they were to start making crap music, you would still love?: ?
First real kiss: on the beach, psh, THATS RIGHT First job: Admiral Dewey Inn First screen name: starlite020...I think First self-purchased album: I have no clue First funeral: Chris's Grandmother First pet: tons and tons of fish First piercing: ears First big trip: Florida Last big car ride: up to Penn Last kiss: Jess just left Last good cry: what classifys as a GOOD cry? who likes crying? Last movie seen: Gothika Last beverage drank: water Last food consumed: Pretzel Last phone call: Yai Yai Last TV show watched: the simpsons is on but I'm not watching it Last shoes worn: my balck slip ons Last CD played: Jurassic 5/Ugly Duckling mix Last item bought: new fury cord coat :) Last disappointment: family leaving Last soda drank: mountain dew Last ice cream eaten: .....strawberry? I think im due for more becuase I don't remember the last time I ate ice cream Last shirt worn: white roxy with orange tank under it
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[My name is]: Jill [in the morning i am]: tired [love is]: occational [i dream about]: everything
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: eyes, hair, attitude [last person you slow danced with]: Jess haha
-W H O- [do you have a crush on?]: myself [easiest to talk to]: myself
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for your best friend]: didnt let myself
W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: Yia Yia [hugged]: Jess [you instant messaged]: everyones away [you laughed with]: Daddy
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [could you live without the computer]:nope ::coughLOSERcough:: [what's your favorite food?]: whats my mood? [whats your favorite fruit?]: strawberriesssss [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional, my physical pian tolerance has been being built up since before I could form my hand into a fist, thanks JuJu :) [trust others way too easily?]: sometimes
-N U M B E R- [of times i have had my heart broken? ]: never [of hearts i have broken?] : as far as I know.....none? [of boys i have kissed?] : 8 [of girls i have kissed?] : 20934728375 [of drugs taken illegally?] : consiously....anywhere from 1-3 depending on how you look at it [of tight friends?] : I dont really know anymore [of cd's that i own?] : many many many [of scars on my body?] : too many, I get a new one everyday I think [of things in my past that i regret?] : n.o.n.e.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.- [i know]: more than I want to [i want]: everything [i have]: more than I deserve [i wish]: I knew what to wish for [i hate]: you [i miss]: old friends [i fear]: not knowing [i hear]: my thoguhts [i search]: for answers [i love]: you [i ache]: after I work out [i care]: about what I shouldn't [i always]: have trouble talking [i dance]: woop woop [i cry]: after I'm done being mad [i do not always]: do what I should [i write]: when I feel the need/want [i confuse]: everyone [i can usually be found]: easily [i need]: a job [have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: not sure [if so, when and with who]: -- [favorite place to be kissed?]: whereever you want to [have you ever been caught "doing something"]: probally [wuss]: "I'll kick your ass" [druggie]: noooooooo [gang member]: if I feel like it [daydreamer]: yeeea [alcoholic]: not this season [freak]: to some [brat]: sometimes [goody-goody]: no [angel]: no [devil]: no [friend]: always [shy]: used to be [talkative]: depends on topic [adventurous]: I try [intelligent]: I try |
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[Nov. 28th, 2003|01:54 pm] |
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| | idoteque - radiohead | ] | ahh the bittersweet feelings that acompany holidays
I actually have a family again, at least for another....day or so, I didn't even really realize that it didn't feel like a family until Jess and JuJu came home, I like it, but I'm not letting myself get too used to it JuJu did mention not wanting to say at Penn State thoguh, hes not enjoying it enough so he may be transfering after this year is over, he wants to go to New Hampshire or somewhere a little bit closer, which I totally wouldn't mind
I find myself not doing as many things or making as many plans when hes home in the slight hope that we may hang out, it rarely happens so I dont know why I put my life on hold but whatever I guess, and sometimes he gets the hint and I go with him, Jess wants to go bathing suit shopping for Christmas but we're not going today due to the insanity of the traditional day-after-thanksgiving shopping rush
I have a tummy ache :( and I don't know why |
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| you know my situation, but sometimes i know you get impacient |
[Nov. 24th, 2003|10:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
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| | the songs in my head | ] | todaaaaaaay,in order, in single words
wake comfy work it blah nothing nothing ew better after haha kris old folks -_- fuck you food cocoa this dreams you END
in other words, the usual, but there were way too many old people in my house today, a full on retirement home
its bad enough i hate drivers ed, but do you really have to try and make me go more than is required? fuck you Oval, eat a chode but don't enjoy it.....dyke |
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| its about coming up and staying on top |
[Nov. 20th, 2003|03:37 pm] |
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| | Sublime | ] | UPdate
- Yai Yai and Papou are coming in for thanksgiving on SATURDAY...and are taking over my room - The basement is still not done so I have no where to sleep at all once JuJu comes home + JuJu comes home on wednesday mornings, POSSIBLY even Tuesday + Daddy's going to take the real estate test todaaaaaay - I have to hang out with Nana alone today, I love her but thats too much, I'm sorry + I'm getting strongerrrrrr +? I might have a job now, Uncle Bobby is setting up an interview - I might have to be a telemarketer?! + If I get it I may get to see Kris more often becuase he works there too now :)
ok now ill elaborate, Uncle Bobby(which working for him in its self isnt a very appeasing job) works for allied mortgage and they need people to call houses, its actualy a full on im a telemarketer thing too since I'll be working for 4-8 monday thur thursday (yeaaaaaa dinner hours) and 10-2 saturday, but until drivers ed is over I can't work on monday or wednesday night anyway ::sigh:: at least it pays good, last I heard 10 dollars an hour, but I'm not used to this whole not getting all of it thing becuase of taxes and such, I'm all for under the table, still, not a bad set up espically if I get to see Kris
Why is it not summer? because I'm totally ready for it, too bad winter hasn't even happened yet, i dont know man I think maybe I'm just spoiled becuase I see nothing better than summer and I want a tan....also this christmas vacation thats coming up is making me even more anxious
UPDATED 10 MINUTES LATER
would YOU offer a job to someone if you didnt have an opening? nope, me either, in other words theres not an opening at Allied, I dont care its not like I went out of my way to try to get it but c'mon now, why offer it if theres nothing to offer? I guess its a good thing he creeps me out |
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| I need the smell of summer and its noises in my ears |
[Nov. 17th, 2003|09:30 pm] |
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| | curious | ] |
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| | the songs in my head | ] | yeeeeeea drivers ed! and yeeeeeeeeeea for live journal having its own clothing now, what is THAT all about? also, whats with me never actually being in school when I'm there anymore, not that I'm complaining but seriously now, I dont think ive been to chemistry in like, a week, yet I haven't skipped it once, I just conviently keep having other happenings during that particular period. why won't it just give up?
I saw JuJu this weekend, yay for being kidnapped by your family to go see other family, at least the ones you like. I hate when I say I miss him though becuase theres those people (cough Vickietoria cough) who also love their brothers yet get to see them even less than I could imagine....like five times a year? or something obnixious like that, I just feel spoiled and annoying I guess ::shrugs:: but anywho, yes, got to see the brother, played a drinking contest with him, then the aunt and the father joined in, good times good times, too bad I didn't really feel like drinking, extreemly odd for me, I know, I don't quite understand it either kids
Vinny's Birthday...one week 2 days Thanksgiving...one week 3 days Lisa's Birthday...4 weeks 1 day Nick's Birthday...4 weeks 3 days Christmas...4 weeks 4 days
whats with everything being so close to eachother yet so far apart?
I've been on a....not only t-shirt and jeans clothing..kick, basically, i waaaaaaant: - a courdory jacket with the fur-ish inside (yea I know, all the other girls have them, but I think they're cute and I have a new thing for jackets in general) - cowboy shirts, because who doesn't want to be a cowboy...or at least do one - a plain white longsleve shirt, but thats just becuase I still dont have one and thats just weird - sweaters, not turtle necks!
other things I just plain want: - the new Brand New CD - my license - cake, but I always want cake, its the fat kid in me who will escape soon if I keep feeding it, ho hum
PS- I'm enjoying gym for the first time.....ever...we're working out:) |
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| i wish i could play little league now, id kick effing ass |
[Nov. 12th, 2003|04:16 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | mitch hedburg haha | ] | I like when you listen to the people in an audience and there's always that one GUY that laughs extremely high pitched, and then theres one girl thats just annoying and doesn't stop laughing because she wants the comedians cock
aw I cant think, what a horrible entry this is going to turn out to be, its entries like these that make me wonder why I bother with this ish
YO!! GUESS WHAT! I didn't get a C in Chemistry because I'm amazing and my teacher likes me, but I like to take the credit for it since its my grade and it makes me sound better. I hate how much of a good student I am, yet I always pretend that I'm not, I only care when the report cards come out because those are the only real grades I care about, see I really am a good student, I just don't care to show it
and now I'm off to prove it, its homework time for me woot woot poo! |
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| and together we, will forever be |
[Nov. 8th, 2003|10:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | jubilant | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jurassic 5 | ] | in all honsetly I think this is one of the best weekends I've had in a really long time, not only did I get to hang out with my Victoria on friday and go shopping, which was amazingly fantastic because we found every possible sale EVER that day, but today, I got to hang out with my Eka whom I haven't seen in FOREVER aaaaand went to two shows aaaaand met her wonderful friends ::sigh:: if only every day could be so eventful and full'o'fun
yay for good moods |
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[Nov. 4th, 2003|05:07 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] |
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| | news channel 10 | ] | + JuJu is offically coming home for thanksgiving! + Caribbean Cruise for Christmas vacation! -? Yai Yai and Pa Pou are coming + drivers ed starts tomorrow and I will be done with it before the vacation so i can drive in Florida - I havent taken drivers ed yet aaand, theres no one in my class - I dont have long hair ++ I get to see Victoria more because shes cool and has her license - I dont have anything else to say + I get to eat now |
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| and i dare you to forget, those marks you left across my neck |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|08:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | creative | ] |
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| | taking back sunday- your own disaster | ] | from those night we were both left at our best and I could make this obvious and you, you could deny me, all in one breath shrug me off your shoulders
for nothing happening there sure is alot going on...
hey lush, have fun, its the weekend |
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